The right kind of dying
The number of drafts that I have unpublished between the last episode of The Cancer Show and now is fairly ridiculous. I'm not without millions of little and big updates, but also, the update that I really want hasn't happened yet. The cancer free update remains elusive. I've talked to a lot of new doctors who have their own thoughts about what to do and what not to do, and also not to forget, what they can legally talk about and what they can't. It all boiled down to a wicked case of cancer fatigue. Ask 10 doctors about how to treat/therapize/blast into orbit a few sarcomas and you'll get 50 answers. At least. While I've never felt the need to vilify cancer, I can say, it does suck because no one (NO ONE) knows how to cure it. Some things work beautifully for some people and those same things are completely ineffective (or worse) in someone else. Meanwhile, time goes by and friends are rediagnosed, some are lost to cance...